This is kind of exciting!
Iโve always been someone who gets incredibly excited when starting something new. Iโve also always been someone who tires of something quickly, so if youโre reading this and wondering why Iโve not posted in some timeโฆ
But Iโm a bit more determined to keep this up for one specific and important reason. Iโm not getting any younger, and I am increasingly fearful that I may never fulfil my ambition to make my own way in the world with my own art.
You see, Iโve been entrenched in the corporate world for my regular paycheck for many, many years. Whenever Iโve had a glimmer of an opportunity to escape and forge my own path, Iโve found myself to be incredibly risk-averse and have run to the relative safety of a permanent, contracted role where someone pays me and takes care of all the stresses and worries like tax and pensions.
Why This, Why Now ?
But as I advance in years, with my own mortality weighing heavy on my mind, I am realising that if I donโt do something soon, I may never do it. If not now, then when? As I say farewell to old friends who have left this world too soon, the reality hits home that I could also pop off and never leave a worthwhile legacy.
Moreover, all this stuff inside me, my passion, enthusiasm and love for the industry that Iโm involved in, that of the music business, will just decompose with me. And thatโs not fun.
Why Substack?
Iโve become increasingly aware of this as a platform and when exploring it, it seemed to offer me what I needed to get stuff out there that wouldnโt fit on any of my current platforms, for whatever reason. Maybe the content is out of date, or maybe itโs just not good enough.
Maybe itโs too niche or too abstract. Whatever it is, I want a home for that and I still feel others might find it engaging, inspiring and interesting. And why expend all of that effort for no reward? After starting my own company in October 2023, simply to ensure that Iโm paying my taxes correctly, Iโve become more confident in asking people to pay me for the things I love doing.
What Iโve found is that way more people than I expected seem prepared to do that! And if Iโm ever going to break from the shackles of corporate slavery, then Iโm going to need every penny I can get.
What Can You Expect?
If you already know me or know my work, you will know that Iโm as verbose as they come. I write like I talkโฆ a lot. So expect a bunch of stream-of-consciousness stuff. It might just be some rambling, incoherent rant, or it might be me trying to try out some ideas by writing them down.
My plan initially is to copy over some of the work that I posted on my blog, failedmuso.com. Thereโs some decent stuff there that seems to get lost, and I think it may deserve a wider airing, if you will. Plus, Iโve neglected my blog for far too long. My work for Sound On Sound, Gearnews and my own YouTube channel, Pro Synth Network, on top of the day job, simply robs me of time and energy to keep that site up.
The plan, therefore, is to convert that to more of a shop front for the business, Failed Muso Ltd. A place where one can check out my services and be more of a business card/portfolio. That way, I can leave it to work for me without me working too much on it.
Wellโฆ What Are We Waiting For?
Indeed! No time like the present. Letโs do this and see how long I can keep this up. All I ask of you, other than your generous subscription, is to lend me your eyes and mind for a while and hopefully enjoy what you read. Please engage with me, positively or negatively, but ALWAYS constructively and respectfully. Thereโs already far too much hate fuelling the algorithms these days, so letโs be grown-up, reasonable and rational.
Thanks for reading, thanks in advance for staying and letโs be friends!